darn wordpress so hard to upload pic…:(:(:(

so go my blogspot ler. hehehehe. bye!

well, i haven’t been updating the past few months cuz i’ve gotten a bit lazy when i’m in uni.

lotsa things have been goin on n i really don noe where to begin. so far the only thing i’m active at updating when i’m away in uni is my facebook.  XDXD

anyways…been back home in kch for nearly a month dy. goin back next weekend. kinda sad cuz i don really wanna go back. my friends r still around in kch. feel very heavy hearted to go back uni. but at the same time i wan go back uni cuz i miss my frens there ler. haih….

anyways…just came back from a nite out wif the gurls. our annual xmas gathering. sad thing bout this year is georgie not around. kinda sad. =(

missing our kerbau…sniff sniff…

all wellsss….there is always next year i guess…

i haven got much to say bout my holidays except that i’ve been out quite often. hehe…so yea i’m not feelin so sien or bored.

thats all from me for now. TTFN!!!

some times some things ppl do unconciously that they have actually hurt people close to them.

its very infuriating as well as hurtfull

wad i don understand is whether or not they understand that.

can ppl be that blunt at times?

i’m posting with anger n frustration.

i’m talkin with anger n frustration.

i’m spiteful when i’m angry.

i am!

but den…i keep it inside…

i don vent out on ppl. i vent in my blog.

all i need is a little time of my own n cool down

but it doesn’t mean i’m over it for now.

facial expression tells a lot as well as it hides a lot wad ppl can’t read.

but truth be told….tears r fallin on its own….

i’m back in ump dy.

the two weeks back home was awesome. i ate non stop. hahahaha…mom n dad n sisters constantly fed me. hehehehe.

met up a few of me buddies who came back or hu are actually staying back in kch lor. miss their company sooo much.

met the la salle gang as well. well, not all of them just the few like choulyin, lovena, tze ren, ronnie n nicky. fun to have them around once in a while. choulyin gonna come over to kl to work…kekekekekeke….

unfortunately i couldn’t attend their ft2. sniff sniff…not enought time n too rushing for me. haih.

raya was alrite…went to fahri’s house with ivan. got to make a few new frens.

i dunno wad to say anymore bout my trip back home. it was nice but as usual some things back home don change at all.

mom let me drive more often though. kekekeke….she says i need more practice. hehehe…hopefully by end of the year  can drive myself around dy. hehehehehe…

anyways, being back here in ump is like my second home dy. no sad feeling to come back here besides there is something that is motivating me to come back. hehehe…:p

anyways, will update again soon. i’m gettin lazy at bloggin. hahahaha…

i’ve officially been back in kch for almost 3 days dy. hehehe.

sorry for the late updates. when i’m home, i gotta go on rotation to use the laptop with my sisters. so i’m basically last in line all the time. by the time i get my turn, i just wanna check fb n play game n don feel like blogging.

since today i decided to stay home, so at least i have more online time to myself. hehehehe.

nothings beats being home sweet home. i got attack by the three little monster the minute i got down from the car. was kinda surprise how big they got. hehehe. was very happy to see them.

haven seen any of me friends yet cuz most of them not back yet. 😦

gettin kinda sien dy without them. haih. but anyways, being home is nice.

i’ve got an assignment due after the raya break but i haven got the mood to actually do it. hehehe. organic chem assignment.

i dunno wad else to blog dy except its nice beiing home. suppose to go on an outing withsally,charlotte n ellie soon to get some stuff from kch to bring back there for them.

but that is yet to come later. 😀

thats all for now ler. if i got mood i might post some pics u.

BYE!

okies. tonight i officially finish test 1!. hehehehehe…so happy. physics paper the last paper. can say its quite easy ler. like form 5 physics. hehe.

i’m goin back on this saturday evening at 5pm. whhhoootttt!!!!!!!! i’m leavin UMP grounds on 7.30pm on friday nite….hehehehehe….

i ery malas wanna blog now actually so thats all for nowler.internet connection kinda sucks…

so till the next time. +D

its been ages sincei updated my blog. so since i have the time to doso today i’mjust gonna post a real brief update.

i’ve been back in ump.so internet connection kinda sucks here. so might not get to blog that often. besies, got lots of assignment due soon n tutorials that needed to be handed p in this week.

this is just a briefupdate just so that whoever who reads my blog accasionally knowsthat i’mstillalive n well herein ump.

been under some stress latelylar but don feellike talkin bout it now. mayb a nother time.

so thats all for now. tillnext time. =D

BYEZ!

okay…its been a while since i last posted something. i was away at cam last weekend.when i came back from camp, internert server was down at my kolej kediaman. wireless n port all fail. so couldn’t connect to the net. only using charlotte’s broadband did i manage to go online. but even den i didn’t had time to blog.

when i came back from that terrible camp, charlotte told me i had tutorial to do n i had to hand in the next day be4 1 pm. how ridiculous is that. n i didn’t sleep during camp.

let me tell u bout the camp first.

well, we left uni at bout 7 something in the morning. reach there bout 9am. had a briefing bout the prupose of the camp. den had lunch. worst thing bout breakfast. we had to line up n some ppl so tham chiak so ppl towards the end didn’t had anything much left. so, me n a few of me friends had pretty pathetic breakfast. rice with timun,peanuts n sambal oil…geeezzz….

okay, after that was our first activity was to built a rakit with four tongs n 8 bamboo sticks. we manage to do that. next was water confidence. wear life jackets, den go in pahang river to float. some of me group mates hu happen to be pau chai’s scared. hhold on soo tightly to my hands n pulled my arms with her in the water even though she was floating n water level only up to my waist….haizzz…pull till wanna putus. at that time it was a bout 1-2pm sun…imagine how burn i got. my face was super red the whole time. sun burn real bad. den lunch. after lunch, we brought our rakit down to the river…advantages of being short is u don have to push the rakit all the way to checkpoint…hehe…get to sit on rakit..hahahaha….when we reach checkpoint, everybody had to get on the rakit n float back to shore. the whole rakit thingy was fun being in water n all. next comes the nasty boring part. muslims bath n go for prayer where as non muslim wait at camp site for them to come back to have dinner. kenak gigit nyamuk like crazy.  luckily for  those funny chinese guy like futt how, yang hong and many others we didn’t die of boredom. hehe. it was funny joking round with them. den when we finally had dinner and fed ourself full full…we had the public talkin thingy. i takled bout sarawak. i was special apparently cuz i was the only chinese girl from s’wak n my face red like lobster n speak bm with sarawakian slang…haiz. after that has finish, we thought we could sleep. but we did not. we were given 6 sets of 500 piece puzzle have to solve by 10am the next day. so instead everybody stayed awake n try completing the puzzle. den it started rainin. tents flew..guys tents habis basah n colapse…girls tents masuk air n nyamuk. so eventually evrybody slept at the shead for prayer. most ppl stayed up whole night like me n yang hong. we entertain ourselves by singing sch rally. he’s from smk la salle klang. so la salle sch got same sch rally ma. siaw dy. so we stayed till morning. morning we had mass cooking. we saw how malays slaughtter chicken the halal way. the police force ppl came as well to teach us how to use hte compass. not too bad. next thing we know,we eating lunch n clearing up to go back uni. reach uni only to discover the washing machine spoil so had o hand wash all my clothes. my tangan like wanna putus. after washing all that i terus peng. luckily i have awesome friends n roommate…when i got up they were cookin spaghetti dy. so terus bangun can eat dy. hehehehe. loves them.

so thats my last weekend..den it continues with that stupid tutorial lo.

den the week for classes started. by wed, one class got quarantine for suspected h1n1. den on thursday afternoon, all classes cancelled cuz class block got quarantine. thursday niote we went eat porky food in gambang n den went pasar malam to jalan n den hang chuan brought us to teluk cempedak. sat there by the beach ste jiwanging…hehehehe. listen to chinese songs, malay songs n english songs. me,ellie,ai mei,sally,li ting n charlotte had lotsa fun. me n charlotte raced runnin on beach. hehehehe. den we went mcd by the beach to have a snack n chit chat den go back uni. friday all classes canceled. fri nite, our e community posted that uni is closing for a week until 9th of august. we get cuti khas. haiz. den sat lunch we were out of ump on the way to kl. in kl, i had trouble meeting my cousin cuz stupid rally. a few lrt station closed. haiz…take monorail from titiwangsa station to sentral. sentral to paramount to meet my cousin. so susah.

today at least more relax. got to meet ivan today. hang out with him. chit chat…had dinner with him n my cousin n my cousin’s friend. den teman him go buy printer n get his w1max. chis. feel like takin it from him. hmpf. but its okay. next time i meet up with him can curi  pakai his broadband dy. kekekekekeke. after that send him back to his uni. me my cousin got lost in um. tooo big n confusing. dark too. the place looks really run down. i’m slightly proud of ump now. hehe.

so come back n here i am online…hehehehe. i should end my post here. too long it get boring.

i bought a pants n shirt oreef n a book by julir garwood today. hehehe. happy me! =D

CHAO PPL!

i just visited my old blog back in form 4 & 5..

it really bring back lots of memories..

though some seem rather blurry bout its exact events…

but some is rather clear…

n it really brings back nice n loving memories as well as painful ones…

somehow…it doesn’t hurt as much as it use to anymore…

which is a good thing…

but some how…it feels like its an empty hole there now…but its okay…

so time does heal the pain we feel….

~~~sorry if its a jiwang post but this is how i feel now~~~

thats all from me for now…nothing to say dy other than BYE!

check out the link list at the sides…notice there is some funny code blog…its my technical english class blog. one of the things we need to do is called blogging. so we all have to open an blogger account. so i ended up using my old account..reactivated it. so now i have another blog on blogspot.

the link is http://www.lifeisveryunpredictable.blogspot.com.

you can go check it out to read on my technical english class. not much yet so far cuz i’veonly had two classes in lab n two lectures. =D